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08:47 am
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SANNAH THIS POST IS FOR YOU! PAY ATTENTION!
I can't be bothered ringing you so I am posting this to say I have sent you an e-mail RE my IP. It has some background information and the epilogue. FYI you are playing Julia, who is an intelligent and non-romantic girl. The epilogue is meant to be read comically and if you read it properly it actually says how smart women are and how dumb guys are.
Enjoy
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08:28 am
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Well I don't know do I!!
Okay well I thought I should update seeing as I read everyone else's live journal.
My life is very boring as usual, I have done nothing this holidays except finish my world lit draft. ATLEAST THAT IS ALMOST OVER!
In other news I have lost 12 kilos since August last year (coincides with AG, a coincidence? I think not.) and have dropped 5% body fat. This means only another 26 kilos to go before I can get into the army. And do you know what? I can't the f***ing difference! I look the same as I did 6 months ago dammit! (not that I looked bad six months ago) (sorry that was my narcissistic side of me, I call him paul).
Sos anyway, I have been having a personal crisis lately. I don't tell anyone incase i) I am wrong or ii) they laugh. Sadly this crisis is not slowly being resolved and I am getting more frustrated and confused.
So if I have been acting funny lately (and by that I mean more funny than usual) I apologise and it most likely has absolutely nothing to do with you.
Any other news? not really.
PS. For all those people who are literally half my weight and are complaining... I DESPISE YOU ALL!!!! you know who you are. You will get absolutely no sympathy from me. And anyone who says "I'm so fat, I don't fit into my size 8 skinny jeans anymore" should be shot on site!
Current Mood:  frustrated
Current Music: pink - get the party started
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05:15 pm
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My Life and Welcome To It
This is just a message so you know that I am not dead.
What have I been doing?
Well I went on the England/Singapore drama tour and had lots of fun.
Went to Imogen Kinnear's New Years Party- very interesting - Scott (from AG) was there and now his hair is shoulder length and blonde. Lots of drunk people.
Went to cousin's 18th. Like 40 people there, I only knew my cousins, I swear I have 'socially awkward' tatooed on my forehead. I was disgusted when I heard my other cousin (15) mentioned 'fat chicks' and 'poofters' so I hit him then gave him a lecture. If there is a next time he will be in serious trouble.
Went to Queensland with Imogen and stayed with some family friends of hers. It was hot, but cool. Went to Seaworld, a drive in movie and Australia Zoo (Steve Irwin wasn't there).
Met my new maths and chem tutors. Maths one is really nice, chem one is really boring and makes me feel so much like an idiot that I want to cry everytime I see him.
Written 3700 words on my Extended Essay but I think its all crap.
Written 500 words on World Lit, could be good, not sure.
Written 400 words on Hist. Essay, is definetly crap.
No Other Homework done except for some UMAT Prep.
Other News
My dad is going to join the Monash University Faculty of Medecine Board and Business Faculty representitive which will only acheive more humiliation for me if I don't get it. And he can't even give a nod and a wink to anybody either! Dangnabbit!!
Current Mood:  Hahaha
Current Music: Retro Rock
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09:28 am
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08:20 pm
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WTF!!!!
I suppose I should update seeing as I haven't done so in a while, I just never have anything interesting to say.
School is really PMO (pissing me off)at the moment cause I am there all the time with Anything Goes, homework, silver and green, various musical groups and soccer taking up all my time. I feel really... constrained. All I ever do is school related and normally that's alright but at the moment it is making me want to scream/cry. I have absolutely no life outside school and that is sooo depressing, and the one friend I did have outside has really changed in the years since primary school and I hardly even know her anymore.
My mum has been worried lately about my lack of interest in either girls or boys, she doesn't care if I turned out to be gay, she's just worried that I am not at all interested in anyone ...romantically, and she tried to make me go to an afterparty after the formal so I could meet people who had nice friends even though I said I didn't want to go. She used to go to lots of parties and stuff when she was a teenager so me being a total square is really alien to her. She even offerd to buy me alcohol if I wanted some. I said no just in case your wondering.
We had to put in our higher level selection forms the other week and all the teachers I asked to sign it said they weren't convinced I was motivated enough to put in the effort. They, my french teacher specially, (and my parents) kept asking me what I was dedicated to and what I would work hard in and I just wanted to scream "I don't fucking well know so get the hell off my back!" I hate all my subjects this year and I don't know what the hell I am doing IB for.
Other stuff that shits me..
I accidently walked into the boys change room on sunday and Scott was standing there in his boxers. WHY THE HELL DIDN'T THEY CLOSE THE F***ING DOOR?
The VCA open day is on sunday and I can't go cause of dress reheasal.
I have too much homework and not enough time.
My junkfood eating has increased in direct ratio to my stress levels.
I think I have gained like 10 kilos.
I found out last week I weigh more than Homer Simpson.
My middle finger is bent so when I give someone the finger they laugh.
The Weekenders, my favorite cartoon, has been replaced with 'The American Dragon' which is CRAP!
The fact that all my problems are really insignificant and trivial.
Life in general.
I appologise for this long and boring rant.
Sian
Current Mood:  tired
Current Music: Circus music going around in my head
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12:11 pm
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damn hypocrites!
I was sitting in the hall with the study desks in it on the top level of nicholas near level 4 of the music school doing my maths homework P1 today and there was a group of year 11's sitting around the corner from me. I couldn't see them but I could definetly hear them because they were speaking very loudly and squeling at various intervals and I had to sit there and hear their inane chatter for an hour!!! I wouldn't have minded but these girls were being really bitchy and shallow. They spent 20 mins talking about this girl (I don't know who it was) and her sexual exploits and saying REALLY nasty stuff about her, then someone said who watched Big Brother last night and they started talking about how christie deserved to leave the house because she was being really bitchy and nasty to everyone. How hypocrytical is that! OMG.
Anyway, enough ranting. I told Ms Sherman (English teacher) off this morning for being a radical feminist and yet still condoning the hugely patriachal practise of AFL (she's a BIG hawthorn supporter) and she said she was ashamed, it was quite amusing.
Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: library noises
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09:31 pm
[Link] | Voila
6 fave songs, everyone on my friends list has been done, sorry.
1. Lullaby by Shawn Mulins
2. She's So High by Tal Buchman
3. Wiegenlied by Brahms (it's the lullaby that everyone knows)
4. Holy Grail by Hunters and Collectors
5. Brick by Ben Folds and Darren Jessee (so sad!)
6. My Happiness by Powderfinger
I have no idea what this says about me but I have a feeling that it isn't good.
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04:39 pm
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Thing that Vic told me to do
Pick ONE from each pair that you think describes me the best & leave it in the comments. Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.
* dominant or submissive
* logical or intuitive
* social or loner
* kinky or vanilla
* cute or sophisticated
* kitten or puppy
* warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
* leader or follower
* quiet or talkative
* spontaneous or planned
* teddy bear or porcelain doll
* hiking or window shopping
* tequila or vodka
* top or bottom
* barefoot or shoes
* jeans or slacks
* tender or rough
* aware or dreamy
* nerd or geek
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07:25 pm
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????????
1. Total number of books I've owned: probabably getting close to 800 (guess)
2. Last book I bought: 101 study tips that really work!! by John Smith (has some good ideas)
3. Last book I read: I'm in the middle of Arch Angel by Anthony Horowitz, but I just finished Opal Deception by Eoin Colfer
4. 5 books that mean a lot to me: The Hitchikers Guide to the Galaxy quintet; Douglas Adams, 2001: a space odyssey (and 3001 in same series)Arthur C. Clarke, The Raging Quiet;?? , Notes from a Big Country; Bill Bryson, One day in the life of Ivan Denisovitch; Alexandr Solzhenitsyn (these aren't my favs, just ones that "spoke to me.")
5. Tag 5 people and have them fill this out in their LJs:
marionette0 mitzee citcat299 (everyone on my friends list has been done)
Current Mood:  contemplative
Current Music: roaring fake fire, barcarolle in my head
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04:30 pm
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O_o
Hello my pretties,(in a completely non-sexual, non-gender-specific way),
Right now I am trying to understand how I can be so boring whilst being surrounded by such interesting people. I think I have figured out that the reason why people they stay near me. I make all the people around me look so much better. I can see someone creating silicone replicas of me and making millions off selling them. "How to make yourself feel 10 stones lighter and twice as beautiful without resorting to plastic surgery!" Actually it is perfect in aiding my evil plan. No one suspects someone who looks like they should be baking apple pie, mmmmmm.... apple pie., anyway, irrelevant, Bwahahahahahahahaaa!!!
Anyway, back to original point,
I met my cousin the other day and we were talking about what we did outside of class.
My list went as follows:
Lit club
Concert Choir
Madrigals
Silver and Green
French Club (when its on)
ARC
Big sister program
Peer Support Group
Classical Singing Lessons
It is official I am a nerd. I was always hoping it wasn't true, but I have accepted defeat. *sigh*
Current Mood:  depressed
Current Music: Now We Are Free (song)
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04:59 pm
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??????????
ANDY CHECK YOUR SCHOOL E-MAIL. I'm watching Crossing Jordan, it's like the crap version of Silent Witness. A soap opera with forensic pathologists. Speaking of which, I am considering a career changfe from trauma surgeon (live people) to forensic pathology (dead people). Pros- dead people don't scream and balme you for acidentally aputating their leg when you were meant to take their tonsils out. Cons- smells and rotting/mumifying corpses. Hmmm... At least I don't have to decide yet.Who knows, I may soon decide to pursue a career in bio-chemistry or opera directing. I got new stripy PJ's teh cool. Very vibrant and pink. Anyways mum just told me she read this article about a new form of cannabis that screws with your sanity. Not very nice. My Dad's cousin's son, ie my second cousin, spent 18 months in a psychiatric hospital because he devloped scitsophrenia after getting hooked on pot. Might be a good idea for me not to try any hallucinogens, specialy cause we have some manic depressives on dad's side as well. Hope you guys had a good time on friday, a real party.
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: rain
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07:20 pm
[Link] | It looks like friday arvo was great fun, tad strange though. Ha ha, I said arvo. I crack me up. In case you haven't guessed, I'm on a high. Soooooooo... what to do, what to do? Homework? and yet, no. I was watching MTV this morning (don't ask), actually no, I think it was Club V, anyway, irrelavant, there was a clip of 'Call on Me' by Eric Pyrdez or something. It was so blatant, the colsest I've ever been to a strip club. I should probably mention it was the dirty version, I'm not that conservative, anyway, wow! jeez! Apparently the male population is goverened by what's in their pants, as if we didn't know this already.
Should I do French, Maths, English, TOK, or what else do I have to do? Appently I have a lot to do so I should probably go.
Current Mood: high
Current Music: Tv chatter
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08:56 am
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Technology: the downfall of English
Or, specifically, the downfall of the English teacher at the hands of the data projector, wait... she's fixed it now. damn. Yesterday I had a revelation when I got off the train with hundreds of other people all going home, "I am completely insignificant, if I die tomorrow I will have made almost no mark on this earth, except for a hole in the wall of Cato, a lasting tribute." Ah well, I (hopefully)will have some time to make my mark: supervillan, international terrorist, american president, australian president, evil genius, super star, world class tennis player (I think that one is a bit out of my reach). Any way, projector just broke again. Got to go. sorry. bye.
Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: chorus of mindless chatter
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02:29 pm
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My general lack of momentum
I have been a very bad girl and haven't updated for a while, which is a shame, fo some unknown reason.I haven't been doing very much, or thinking very much either. It has all been rather blank, and yet lurking threataningly underneath the blankness is the knowledge that I will have to return to school in two weeks. It is quite terrifying. That coupled with the fact that soon I will have to try on my school uniform and face the amount of extra padding I have aquired around my middle in this vast period of in(un?)activity. I may have to have some panadol on hand, just in case of guilt induced headaches. I have nothing much to say except that "Raise your voice" I found was even though enjoyable, is an insult to human intelligence. God, I am so arrogant...and blaspheamous, and unable to spell. Ah well, such is life, or lack there of.
(does any of this make any sense?)
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: the angelic hum of my desktop
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06:14 pm
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Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum
Just got home from talent quest rehersal, v. tired. V. hot. 3 days left, Yay! Can't be botherd writing anything more, except I darn massed singing rehersals to heck!(sorry Scott Adams for stealing your idea)
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Computer humming
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07:13 pm
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Bonjour mes coquettes,
Comment ca va? How is anybody/everyone? Did everyone enjoy Year 10 conference? Did anyone else find the makeup/hair ever so slightly disturbing? And what about being slowly roasted in the ass hall *hi hi* (so childish) when in massed singing? Ah well, four days left till FREEDOM!!!!! YIPPEE!!!!
P.S. Don't deliberatly wag the talent quest on tuesday so you can come and see me and andy/symphony and rosie and annabel and caitlyn's play. It's funny.
Current Mood:  blank
Current Music: TV
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07:31 pm
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Year 10 conference
I think I should warn all those who haven't done the "find a job" workshop that it is extremely mind-numbing and to expect to reach a semi-comatose state. Bring a pen.
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Computer humming
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